Tuesday, May 01, 2007


hey revived

now i guess i have to post about things that actually do concern life in general. if i do go on and mope about how the hell or wat the hell is happening to my own life then i guess many wouldnt want to read it in the first bleeding place.
go suck yourself voyeurs.

my life is not all thatinteresting unless you love soap dramas

i was thinking to myself about a problem with love

somehow someway or rather

of you're in love la, you'll realise - you've got to sacrifice things that are a part of your life

it makes you do things that you never normally want to do

but why

god why

does it still feel so amazing? love i mean

guys my age wanna get laid one way or another

but when you fall in love

its just not that anymore

there are the detractors but what the hell


DUDES


i am so not going to give a wikipedia report on what love is because who the hell knows it in the first place. i'm not god. go wank off

but yeah

you cant explain these things

and its confusing but if there's one thing i know and truly believe in is that the feeling cant be stopped. no matter what doubts you have - they simply fall aside. and i guess thats where you realise that even if you have to give up so much, even when you put everything at risk. even when it all threatens to fall apart.

when you bring it all together and realise that little special something that you actually love the person and it makes everything so worth it. the pain the sweat the tears. whatever it takes, you'd take it. i guess its this feeling of everything becoming so worth it that makes it so amazing in the first place


LOVING AND BEING LOVED IS INDEED THE BEST GODDAM FEELING IN THE WORLD







comments guys

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Posted by shingkwan at 9:58 PM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006


by the way -ahem-
i kinda forgot
i love you
wo ai ni
aku cinta kau
you get the idea...
HAHA

Posted by shingkwan at 1:07 AM

holidays


i can smell the stench o f the holidays... so many things to do... so little time... furthermore, i'm still moping about what i can or cannot do because unlike most 17 year olds i ,unfortunately, have not been able to regain any kind of freedom... but hey at least i have been able to come online to do a it of youtubing
many nice delicious stuffs to watch on youtube...
hehe need ideas for delectable stuffs come find me
sorry about not blogging for so long though... kinda became too preoccupied with coming close to death that i forgot to update this bleeding blog
and
OH YES
we got a class BBQ coming up
i really hope it doesn't turn out to be a flop...
*in an effort to look serious, i ,Tan Shing Kwan...*
solemnly hope that all the class people will try to help in anyway they can to make it a success. thank you
NOW back to my efforts at television
there is this toally new cool show known as Everybofy Hates Chris - sums up my life but in adifferent way
i think i've become an artscentral addict or something like that. geez... imagine me as some old fogey sitting in the couch trying to act like a sophisticated man... well i guess we age as we go along.. =x
and i'm 17
DAM

Posted by shingkwan at 12:58 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

joga


YAY
my blog is back
i'll miss my old skin
btw guys
i think i have become an MCR convert
last few dyas listening like crazy
seeeennnnnddd me songzzz.
thanks shingky
by the way guys go to this page
www.nikefootball.com
ULTIMATE UBER COOL
joga tv
WAHAHAHAHA

Posted by shingkwan at 5:31 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006


at the moment too busy to blog...
life rocks at the moment
haha
get back to you later

Posted by shingkwan at 4:09 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

29 march


in school now... and its uper boring big time. dpn't know if its becuase of the school or what, but suddenyl my life seems to become very boooring. dam sianz man... haiz... why so like that. although the day seemed to be full of activity, still feel super shagged out

We had PE in the morning where we were forced to do jumps and i just realised that may arms are shitty. need to train.. dammit... and here's the thing my schools's per is sleeveless armpit hair galore. joe's hair is practically sticking out like a friggin bush...

as in poof

GEEZ

any ways.. i think i know why i feeling tired and bored. i woke up at two this morning to see the Arsenal VERSUS Juventus match... what a fantastic joyride sia. ulimtate cool. the played splendidily and Cesc Fabregas has just been impribnted in my mind as one of the star players in my winning elevn... HAHAR... cool i tell you... two sia... still cant believe it. well i'm done talking about soccer...

BAIK sia fabregas,,, and he's eighteen



oh and uh yes i have bought my hockey stick... go ahead and feel the wrath of my hidden indian blood. it will come back and kill all you noobs who cant play hockey... no la just jokin in fact i think i quite sucky... haiz... cannot make it la sia... my father dont even allow me to go turn up for training elsewher sia...WTH... so ya have to make do with recre team

missing Jaime big time... haha believe me... she also GOT hockey training to do so ya... pretty much cant do anything about it... but we found an excellent compromie. hehe... cant tell you all...

and by the way i miss my old class guys man... i miss denan, alvin, faizal and even EDWARD... cant beleive i missing sluts like them sia... jkjk... but ya... cant wait for school to come up to swallow me... and thend uring june i'll see about finding them again... by the way guys who's going back for prize giving at tms... anyone?

and by the way... SHANGYUNN... ridhwan wan me to tell you say wengweng cannot tahan for very long as in the tahan tahan... that ONE.. you'll know what i mean when you ask him or me...

and poor rahman got chicken pox... haiz he die sia... missing lesson for two weeks out... BTW sorry rahamn my father dun allow me to help... so ya...

hmmm... thats about it but before i leave i wanna show you the new stick i bought






NICE??? drop in your opinions...

Posted by shingkwan at 12:05 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006


hey hello...
gyess i've not been blogging for along time. JC life has been getting hard and all that but hopefully i will still be able to cope. haha. but i believe we can last... hehe... i know you guys may be reading this and sniggering at your seats. but the thing is. the message isn't for you okay? its for her. dun ask who's her or i may very well have to castrate you.

its becomeing difficult to cope without meeting her everyday. but hey abasnce makes the heart grow fonder so who knows. people may think its all cliched and all that but er... the missing is increasing day by day. haiz...

BUT nevermind we still can pull through

my new class is kinda cool but i a bit scared about PW. cause its A GROUP THING!!! AHHHH
and how to cope witht he current timetable.. curse the school, curse the teachers and curse the timetable. feel dam bloody tires. surprised i actually have time to typt this but hey must stay committed. haha...

i think i going to buy my new stick soon. but dono what colour... hmmm... lets think...

anyways, guys who are reading my blog... ignore me for a while K?
at least ignore the next song


here's a song going out to my JPET;

. _ .


Every Time I Close My Eyes
by Babyface
Song details
Name
Every Time I Close My Eyes
Artist(s)
Babyface
Album(s)
A Collection Of His Greatest Hits (2000),The Day (1996),The Day [Reissue] (2001),Love Songs (2001),The Essential Babyface (2003)
LSI rank
-
Submitter
Correcter
Leesh (justplainleesh@hotmail.com)
Submitted
-
Corrected
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Song lyrics
Girl, it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait, yeah
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you
(Chorus)
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too
Girl, I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains and it's no wonder
Sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you
(Chorus)
To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really ought to know how much you mean to me
It's only right that you'll be in my life
Right here with me, oh baby, baby, yeah
(Chorus)

like it??? haha hope you do


now GUYS
QUESTION OF THE WEEK
what english name should i have?
shoot guys

Posted by shingkwan at 12:34 AM

Saturday, January 14, 2006


well hello
school is finally off to a roaring start
somehow
i no longer need any more cca suggestions... i think i already have the need to buy a hockey stick
HOCKEY ROX bigtime... hehe
sorry 4v, i couldnt make it on that day where there was the class regathering or something like that...
my father needed me to return home for something. i really miss people like denan and alvin and faizal
somehow i feel like orgainsing a cycling outing but i not sure if anibody wants to go or not. seems all a bit to tight on time nowadyas. JC day lasts till like 4 or 5. which is bigtime hell but at least i have my new class to pull me through..
i hope

here's a review on new friends i made:
CG 16

Li Hong
my cg rep. somehow i find him dam funny. super cute... as in the cute cute... funny cut... get it? okay nvm

Ren Yi Su
smiling buddha... 2 words to describe him... altho i kinda have pictures of him sleeping halfway through the oreintation

Bel
THE MAN in class. he is one of the cooler guys in class who finds me funny... or not? i dunno but hey... he's a cool new friend to make

Imran
Mr Voyage.. so far.. all girls i've asked says he's got the package.. i'm not a girl but i know he's got a great sense of humour and is sensible enough to organise things proeperly... dunno why but i just get the feeling... coool guy to be with

Ridhwan
i'll never see him in the same light again after he showed me the video of potong zakar... need translation ask faizal... it also changed the way i looked at parangs... ooo.. scary

Rahman
cum on man... i dun think i'm that good in soccer.. he keeps asking me to tryout but have to turn him down.. because i have to be honest my soccer skills suck bigtime and are far from competition stuff

Weng Inn
no need to say lar... knew him since primary one.. and we are cursed to be together again for 2 more years

Shang Yunn
haha... ah ting say he looks like somekind of cartoon chracter... i agree... haha... but we all know (sofast) who he has started to fall for... awww... so sweet

Chin Ghee
the best frend of my girlfriend... became friends because she's a friend of ah ting so yar... no stopping it... her friends are my friends.. tadaa.. heehee.. she claims she's the only sane person in the group... haha... with people like me and ahting... no duh

Claire
also new friend... she's from cedar girls... she kind of told me what it was like to be in a girls school with.. as quoted from her... "lesbians and bungs".. yech =X...

Anita
new best friend of claire.. i think.. i dont know her really well... just started to talk to her today... by sms.. asking if she knows my cousin... OH GOOODNESS.. why is singapore so small?

SooHui
haha.. SHE likes RAIMI.. can you believe it.. well.. he's also in hockey so i may have to break the news to him one day

thats about it in my cg
haha

Posted by shingkwan at 10:41 PM